Help

I am a hostage. To my own mind. And its been this way forever, with the dark dreary walls talking to me. They say things i don't. Think things i wouldn't. Two giant walls on my left and right. In front of me is darkness, hungry enough to engulf me. I can't turn around. Day and night. These aren't terms anymore. They are dimensions, used only to determine where i am. Sometimes the darkness in front of me isn't as dark. Lighter shades. Sometimes even grey. But then it just goes back to darkness. Why i am here, i do not know. Color is just thought now. I can't even picture what it is. Whatever.

The Internet

I know this wouldn't happen in school, but if asked "Is killing bad people good?" most students would give the politically correct answer. "Killing is just wrong." But on the internet, where people can be annonymous, their answer would be different. What im trying to say is that people are fearless on the internet. They will say anything because they aren't afraid of any retaliation. But this needs to stop. This courage isn't real and can lead to serious mental illness.
I am sitting here typing this out and i know for a fact that i probably wouldnt speak out loud about things i believe in, but i would type them or text.
Thats it.

Posts.

Most of my posts on my blogger have been only for a grade and i had to do them in Yearbook and Multimedia Class. But now, after feeling a little inspired, i have chosen to start using this blog for my personal feelings and thoughts. Please share your thoughts about them or email me at mindplosive@gmail.com. Thank you very much.

A Hero.

A hero to me is someone who inspires creativity and drive into another person.

Anyone can be a hero. Either a superhero to a regular person can be labeled a "hero", as long as they inspire someone. My hero is Wasalu Muhammad Jaco (also known as Lupe Fiasco). The lyrics in his songs (rap) tell stories of struggle, happiness, and loss. Which is much different from most rap songs now that tell about drugs and women, gangs, etc. The stories he tells take on a life of their own, which is just as impactful of a novel or a full piece orchestra.

Adobe Premiere CS4 Tutorial

The website to learn how to use Adobe Premiere CS4 Tutorial.

http://www.adobe.com/designcenter/premierepro/articles/lrvid4292_pr.html

Why I Hate and Love my Hometown

My hometown of Hot Springs, Arkansas is a very diverse place. We have the rich gated community of Hot Springs Villiage and we also have to low income, borderline poverty ghetto. I like looking at bums begging for change on the side of the street because it tells me the american dream came true for someone. Many illegal immagrants are homed here who wait outside 9-5 for work. Who wouldnt love here?

Thanksgiving Break

During my break, i didnt absolutly nothing. If i could, i probably wouldnt even do anything.